Sunday, October 31, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
FifieFiFiEdAuS was able to feel
at 3:44 PM
Better Man
Friday, October 29, 2004
What a week it has been..
1st,i juz got 2 noe dat my family aint gona celebrate dis year's hari raya,which means no visiting of nenek soyah n nyayi.Which oso means staying at hm during dat whole dae.The reason:my family's goin bankrupt.Im reli so sad,wish i kud do sumtin abt it..
2nd,its been a while since i last being nice 2 my gerfren.We bof been fighting n arguing dese few daes,coz i kudnt undrstd her enaf.Deres jus too much differences between us.She blamed me 4 being too petty n childish but i reli cant help it,its jus wat i fil.I even wanted 2 leave bt she held me bak.Miss dos daes when we kud jus stay hapi n laugh 2getha.But too bad certain tings jus cant be 4gotten.Ive changed.
3rd,my family's goin bankrupt.My dad's boss cheated him of his pay,which i fil is reli pathetic n cruel.N my dad's contract wif dat johor company gona expire in late december.I jus dunoe wat's gona hapen in future.Dis week ive started 2 pay my own expenses,lyk my hp bills n concessions pass.N my mum has stop giving me allowance 4 my own use.Money has always been a problem 4 me n my family.I jus dunoe wats gona hapen when my dad's out of job.
4th n da last,ive jus got my bfd ca result,which i got a pathetic 36/50..Where's my consistency?Fr 48 to 36,a fall of 12 marks.Bt i cant be blamed,i jus got too many problems in my mind dat i kudnt concentrate well.Im so sad,i wana do my best but tis tym i kudnt.I jus hope i can go 2 poly nxt year.
Naw im so sad n confused.Shud i leave n jus 4get ol dos problems to pursue my own dreams n hapiness? But i cant.I noe i hav a responsibility as a son,a brother,a fren,a student and a boyfren.
As a guy,i jus wish god kud give me d strength n enthusiasm 2 fight n solve dos problems.
FifieFiFiEdAuS was able to feel
at 7:51 PM
Better Man
Friday, October 08, 2004
Brand New Blog Still Fresh From the Oven
1st up,goin 2 sch was hell.Coz i gota get up early 2 a 'not-so-looking-forward day'.Was 30 mins late 4 Mr Tong's class after bus ride and all(for anibodi who doesnt know this,Mr Tong's my fav teacher in ITE.).
Then,on the bus,heard Jeassea K Thyidor's voice singing a b'dae song on Perfect 10's morning show,and so i thought,what a waste of talent.SINGAPORE!PLEASE VOTE FOR A GOOD SINGER.
During sch,it was ol that sch werk and assignments,ate BK at IMM,got damn full,what a bore.
After sch,it was tym to charge up a lil bit,for there was a floorball training in the hall.Kinda tired after ol that running but it was worth it.Coz ive burn dos unwanted fats off my beer belly ,which ive had not done for,erm,months?..
Then,it was time for home.Watched S'pore Idol-Taufik Batisah did well.Congrats bro.Do all malays proud.
Still wondering whether a palm prediction can be accurate or not,and wondering whether i can choose to believe it or don't.
P.S. You guys and gals.It's my 1st day blogging.Thank you.
FifieFiFiEdAuS was able to feel
at 1:28 PM
Better Man
